Life is Beautiful????

Mario Puzo made one of his main character say what most of us wish we would end up saying at the time when we give our final wise and sound judgment which wouldn’t change anything for anyone else other than ourselves…yes it the only thing that matters…the final declaration!!!!!!!!!
Won’t I wear off, at the end disappearing into nothing but just a Gory Phantasmagoria, trying to resist? wont I change what I have believed till date( what I have lived for or eked out till now…what I have seen heard read and yes obviously what I have gone through and finally acquired, should I actually be happy to lose the last part which has ruthlessly thrown me into this exorbitantly inexplicable whirlpool??????)? Wont this age old shield, am not sure about the protection provided by this aegis, give away to this flesh piercing strokes? Won’t all the sanity induced humanly anger am carrying with insanity induced agape love leave me cold even in grave? Won’t I live again or ever, for once? Won’t I place myself in a puzzled garden before I give that last smile before I start wondering whether to declare “Life is Beautiful”?

Standing in the air
Coiffured background
Flanked by kitschy word
And my parlous wager

Hopeful eyes watching
Your stratagem
Hypnotic trance
Refusing to beseem

Whirlpool tiding
A Mast without a Sail
Gravestone ferrying
A Life without me